bden

never pass off your guilt lines

just wear them like a noose on your neck (I'll help you keep it tied tight)

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*insert actual post when is not 1am*

the twelve days of moi
gabe/vickyt
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On the twelfth day of Christmas, guilt_lines sent to me...
Twelve todayimfines drumming
Eleven falling_words piping
Ten dunklesengel007s a-leaping
Nine burntheghosts dancing
Eight panicandpromises a-milking
Seven mirrorscracks a-writing
Six tpmb04s a-reading
Five no-o-o-oteto__selfs
Four verbosediatribes
Three junjou_roboticas
Two taking photos
...and a music in a pear tree.
Get your own Twelve Days:



i would update ~properly but a) it would be some emo-ass whining rn and b) i should be writing

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peeete
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ANON LOVE MEME

♥ pls. could do with it.

(crossposted at [info]minus_four)

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bden
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i think everything will be okay

'cause after all...
vickyt
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i feel weird these days. things have happened, ups & downs like always

i got beaten down & got taken care of, picked back up

the world ended & then didn't

i got an upper 2nd class degree which i'm v. happy with.

things aren't enough. but you...

well.


EDIT: they really do just howl all night long. idk what i'm saying really, and i would expand on that craptastic entry but i need to nap :/

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bden
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when does the cure become the disease?

I got this sickness in me but after seven years and counting you gotta wonder whether you might cut out the wrong part, guided by lines blurred with time (too long).

just close your eyes. keep the dream.
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bden
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Dear el jay,

there's a lot of stuff I don't even tell you or anyone else bc pixels are almost as bad as outloud.

I should probably keep it that way next time :/

nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy... etc.

/it's not that we're scared (it's just that it's delicate)/
bden
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this is likely why I never really let myself want. not deep down, not that ache.

because it's always what you can't have; the dream, that thing where you just think... that, & maybe everything'd be okay.

but keep the dream... I'll only ever disappoint.

meme
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stolen from [info]miniminkie

- Describe me in one word... just one single word. Positive or negative.
- Leave your word in a comment before looking at what words others have used.
- Then post this meme to your own journal, if you feel like it.



edit: enabled anon comments so you can be honest
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firsts
bden
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In response to this post, ask me about the first time I did something. It can be anything--the first time I ate Italian food, the first time someone I knew died, the first time I left the country, my first OTP, the first time someone of the opposite sex saw me naked. I'll answer in the thread. Then (if you like) put it on your journal and I'll ask you questions.

stolen from [info]saykendrawithme

ask me anything.
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river
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jsyk, today was pretty good. I mean, full of stupid data coding and shit, and lots of class. but in between class I hung out with people and it was all good. at least half the time I wasn't even faking anything lol.

sometimes I get scared that I've been faking so much for so long I don't even know who I am.

sometimes I don't want to know who I am.

sometimes I think I know exactly who I am, and I see parts worth saving.

so move along, work on it slowly, try again, find the small things, heal when you can and let other people hold you up when you can't.

don't be so scared.
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obligatory group shots
bden
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Okay, so, every Christmas whichever house we’re in there’s always this group shot of me, my brother, and my three cousins. These were some of this year’s offerings lol.

I’m on the left btw, with my brother in front of me. We’re all kind of ridic.

smile for the paparazzi )

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