jsyk, today was pretty good. I mean, full of stupid data coding and shit, and lots of class. but in between class I hung out with people and it was all good. at least half the time I wasn't even faking anything lol.
sometimes I get scared that I've been faking so much for so long I don't even know who I am.
sometimes I don't want to know who I am.
sometimes I think I know exactly who I am, and I see parts worth saving.
so move along, work on it slowly, try again, find the small things, heal when you can and let other people hold you up when you can't.
don't be so scared.